Rather Depressed

Ahhhh.... I feel rather depressed recently, well firstly, I recieved news from a very good friend of mine in manchester after failing his repeat year. I don't know if your reading this man, but I really feel sorry for you. I honestly feel that Manchester won't be the same without you. To me personally, you have been one of the main aspects of defining Manchester in my opinion. Thanks for all the memories and experiences you have shared with us. I am sure, I'm not the only one who feels this way and speaking on behalf of all our friends. Thanks for coming with us to trips, holidays and all the sports we have played as well!

Now secondly, I recieved an email from the Chemical Engineering Department office today saying that I won't be able to continue with my MEng course and will only be allowed to continue with a BEng course.. This has really put me down.. If theres one thing I feared most was this. I thought I was able to stick to MEng if I did well on the resit to be given. Thats what my personal tutor mentioned. I really thought I could stick with MEng, that was the one thing that really lifted my spirits after recieving my 2nd semester results was when my personal tutor mentioned that I could still get into MEng if I did well in the resits. But now that has been dashed away.. Sigh.. And here I was all pumped up on doing well for my 3rd year, now I feel like there isn't a point for me to try so hard anymore... ahhh... damnit... demotivated and depressed as hell...

For those of you who don't know the difference, MEng is Masters in engineering and is a 4 year course, where as BEng is Bachelors which is a 3 years course.

Signing off people.