Assignments!

Hehey,

Yeah, life is as busy as usual, assignments and group work and everything. Sigh, at the moment, I've got 2 courseworks thats dued, and 2 groupwork swith 2 different groups of people going along in 1 time..

For the moment, I feel like a week long break would do me good, to let me just think. Hahah, but for the moment, no time for that, work work! Need to get everything straight, and yeah, I haven't been at a 100% past few days, waking up with horrible runny and blocked nose and a rather sore and dry throat that doesn't seem to want to go away anytime soon...

I guess, this blog post is just another way for me to avoid getting to work, hahah, better stop now and do something then...

Peace out!

Hmmm...?

Hey,

Yeah I've had a really nice talk to Charity yesterday, and I really felt alot better about everything. Many thanks to you, when you read this!

Hahah!

Now that I really think of it, One thing about me, is that I really really try with all my heart to keep everyone happy. No matter how much it would hurt or trouble me. I was thinking of saying, that I really let myself get things that I want recently though, but then again, when I rethink about it, I don't actually trouble anyone in anyway, directly nor inderictly, so it doesnt go againts what I said earlier.

Hmmm, I still have to say though, time seems to be against us everytime, it would seem like you have alot of time at 1st, but you'll realise how little time you actually have.. Be it assignments, or my time in university, or the amount of daylight left for today(not that it matters, im a night person, and I hate summer). Sigh, theres just so much that needs to happen and be done in such a short period. Sigh, if only you could understand and know exactly whats happening all around us. Then we could shorten the time needed to do things and make things happen.

Time!

I need more time...
(Just googled this, oh how I wish a day would last this long instead, but with the same amount of work hours.)

Wow, its almost a month!

Hey people!

Wow, its almost been a month! time seems to fly by.. ahhh, so much work going on as well!! Been really REALLY busy recently... Loads of work its insane, and I thought 2nd year was busy...

Anyhow, I just thought I'd let myself type out a blog, just feel like expressing myself for a bit.

Hahah!

Envious

Synonyms:

• adjective: jealous, jaundiced, green-eyed, yellow, covetous

• Feeling or showing envy

Envy (also called invidiousness) may be defined as an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another's (perceived) superior quality, achievement, or possession and either desires it or wishes that the other lacked it."

Just copied those bit of the net, if your wondering, thats how im feeling... partially at least...

Now what am I envious about? I'll let you guess XD

Sigh, some things you sometimes just REALLY REALLY want, but some bit of you knows deep inside you, that you just cant have them. Be it lack of money, it being too pricey, or maybe lack of the things that you want.

Its annoying if you see it belonging to others, yet you cant have it yourself... Sometimes, your heart just screams at you to just take it, but sometimes there are just interference, something or someone stopping you, be it yourself..

Then you wonder, maybe these things just aren't for you, for example, I'd LOVE to have the superfly II mecurial vapor, but there just is no reason for me to have them.. I almost never played in proper grass here, why bother? I'd just be wasting it if i use it in the turf i normally play at..

Sigh, then again, you can't deny you really really want them..

I guess you can argue that theres nothing wrong with wanting something better, we wont be human if we dont want improvement you might say.. Then again, some of these things would just hurt the people your most closest with.. Maybe wasting money that your parents want you to use for studying instead, or maybe your girlfriend/boyfriend wouldnt want you to have it..

What then?

PS: its not about the shoes...