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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

New Zealand Here I come!



Hi all!

It is official, I will be heading to New Zealand to do my masters! Will be leaving on the 18th of February. So yeah, I've got 19 days left apparently, only thing left is to decide on what classes to take for my course. The course itself is a Masters in Engineering Studies (MEngSt), I was also offered the option of doing an Masters in Engineering (ME), but I didn't want to do any research. So it'll be completely lecture based. Most of the same course around Malaysia and Singapore do same degree but calling it MSc. I guess the Kiwis' just wanted a way to recognise the difference of an engineering based course and a science based course. I will be studying at The University of Auckland.


I was actually thinking about going Australia as well, but hearing a number of people saying there's so many Malaysian there that its almost exactly the same as doing anything back in Malaysia, I opted for New Zealand. I guess its mostly just that New Zealand gives of this impression of scenic and peaceful surroundings.



New Zealand scenery

Then again, I am one that knows, that not all things are as they seem. As the saying goes, don't judge a book by its cover. 

Now it would seem rather weird, that one such as myself would actually want to see and experience this. One who is such a tech geek. (Will post up some photos of my room some time later before I leave and you'll see what I mean)

Well in all fairness, I've always loved the outdoors. Always have loved to go jungle trekking and mountain climbing, though I don't seem like the kinda guy who does so. 

Then again I will be going to the University of Auckland, which will probably be in the middle of the city. 


I am also looking forward to the internet there, hopefully it'll be a billion times better than the current one we have at home. After experiencing how fast the internet can be in Manchester. You'd realize how behind Malaysia's internet actually is. Well it is moving forward compared to when I first left malaysia, but at such a slow pace.

Only recently do we have 4mbps speeds on streamyx in my area, which we've applied sometime in August, and have yet to hear from the phone company. The biggest problem with our broadband is the lack of competition. Its ridiculous how much cheaper and faster and better in general 3G connection can be in the UK. For the telco service I used over there, it was only 5GBP per month, which is RM25 for unlimited internet. DiGi provide's 1GB of internet for RM48 at a speed of 700kbps. Its just the lack of competition in Malaysia to be honest. When a single company controls the market, they don't get the needed competition to produce better services. As is commonly said, competition between service providers will only serve the customer better. 

Back from my mindless ramblings, I am really having a lot of mixed emotions about leaving. I am rather nervous about meeting new people. When I went to Manchester for my degree, at the time I've already made friends with the other Shell scholars and that made it a lot easier for me to acclimate. This time, it'll be completely different. I don't know anyone in the university at all. So it'll be a completely brand new start for me. I am also excited however, looking forwards to meeting new people. My list of new acquaintances has become stagnant since I got back to Malaysia. It's been a rather dull and busy few months for me in all honesty. 


But I guess that's just how it is with family businesses. You work even during the weekends and evenings. That's also another thing I am looking forward to, not needing to be busy all day and week long. Then again, we all know that university life is not as free and easy going is it sounds. So we'll see how that goes.

Anyways, I am just feeling rather excited as almost everything is settled for my university (visa arrived yesterday and accommodation confirmed a few days ago), that I just couldn't but putting up a post about it. 

Back to work
 

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Thoughts

There are times when the only thing you could do is to do nothing but dwell on unnecessary things, when everything you do just annoys you further, and theres nothing in particular that you'd really wanna do... Though its well past bed time, but all you could do is just think... Part of your head knows that all this doesn't matter at all.. None of it is really important.. Not in reality anyway.. (f i just got a back cramp, forgive me if this just spoils my chain of thought) but then, you can help but feel emotionally affected by some things.. Be it tiny things... Sometimes, you'd wish that you could do thinga without being governed but emotions... But then again, we're only human... And our emotions affect our decisions that would define who we are...

I just wish, that I know exactly what I want and what needs to be done to get there... But unfortunately, most things are clouded from oneself... I guess this would be the time to take a break and just think about things.. I do envy my friend Sorae and some other friends and  acquaintances who gets the opportunity to actually take a gap year and do other meaningful things out there while being able to think about where they really want to go... Unfortunately, i dont have the privilage nor the luxury to do as such... I will be going to New Zealand soon for masters... Thats probably news to most people... However, in all honesty, i think im just buying myself time to think on what i really want to do... All my life, the choices i've made with my career... Are all thosw that would give me the most options, literally just go with the flow, while buying myself time to decide what i want to do with my life...

In all honesty, now that i  21,almost 22, i have yet to decide on what i really want to do... =/ there are still decions to make... For the moment, it would seem like my future is tied up to the family business... I know my degree and soon to be masters, are all unrelated to the business, but then again, who else is there next time to carry on with the family business?

Back when i was about to graduate or jusy graduated from high school, i used to want to be a pilot... But my parents told me to get a degree first... After doing foundation, and getting a scholarship for my degree and also deciding what i wanted to do form my degree, i slowlu drifted from my dream of being a pilot...

I thought to myself, when i get the suitable amount of income, i might try being a pilot as a hobby only... However, i grew older, and finished from my degree..

It would also seem like ive been released from the schorship bond... So i ended up working for my parents company while applying yo further my studies for masters...

While working, ive come to really realize how dull working life can be... Is this really what i want to do for the rest of my life? Run an oil palm plantation business? Honestly, they say that if you dont want to work for the rest of your life, you should do something thay you love...

A number of things would come to mind for me, sports maybe, or e-sports, or even some game trialists or games producer... Hahah... Now that'll be interesting... However,  i was never that good at any of it... Well im generally better than average in most things, but i was never exceptionally good in anything...

Sometimes, i wish i could go somewhere, away from everyday life and just gather my thoughts and find out what I REALLY want... I know what my family expects of me, but do I myself really know what I expect to do with myself? I only expect what my family expects of me... But i personally do want to do my own thing sometines..



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Sometimes the most littlest things just triggers your depression... Next, more little things just annoys you like crazy... Next thing you know, you're full blown pissed and depressed... And to make matters worse, theres noone for you to lend an ear, ane you get even more pissed.. And then you find a blog to post it on XD


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