Why can't I not procrastinate!?

Ahhh!!! Why am I wasting time again? Why can't I keep my focus on studying when I don't have anything else to do even? Ugh, its so annoying that my biggest flaw and weakness to succeeding all these while is the disability to not procrastinate!

Procrastination refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time.

Yeah, I have a big problem. I think, the biggest problem with me is my tendency to procrastinate- excessively, I must admit.

Sigh, so why do I waste time when I don't have anything else to do? Why do I still delay what needs to be done when there aren't any excuses anymore, to the point where I aimlessly surf the net for things to do, even though I don't need to, as there are things, already to be done. For my case, studying.

If only I can stay focus and not procrastinate, I'd probably be a first class student again and not be facing the problems I am facing now... Ugh, I wouldn't even need to worry about it atm, had I actually stayed completely focused for a few days, I'd prolly be doing past years by now, and be able to spend my time joyfully.. hahah!

But no! That's just not how I function unfortunately... Sigh... I know it is a massive issue that I dearly need to resolve, but I just cant! I KNOW I shouldn't do things last minute, but I STILL do! I KNOW I should get the studying over with soon, but I don't seem to make the effort to do so... Sigh, I just don't understand why do I have this tendency to waste time and procrastinate. I REALLY NEED to get rid of this problem.

There are thousands of IFs that appear in my head just thinking of the biggest IF of all. IF only I didn't procrastinate!

1. I wouldn't need to blog about this
2. I would probably be in the top few in my course(Perasan)
3. I would probably be lying in my bed able to watch a cartoon series I am watching at the moment comfortably knowing that I already completed studying for the resits.
4. I wouldn't need to do the resits at all.
5. I would not be annoyed at my brother who is really annoying me right now as I wouldn't be typing this blog in...
and so on...

Anyhow, my brother has totally threw me off the blogging mode and my brain is totally pissed and dead at the moment, hopefully I wouldn't procrastinate after this and get back to studying. (He still can't shut up, ugh!)

Peace out people!